My mind is darker than the night of a full moon.
My heart is colder than Antarctica.
I'm an outcast in this society;
but there's nothing better than being yourself.
No..don’t come home yet ..I’m not ready.. and believe me.. it’s not that I don’t want to see you. I want nothing more than to see you..to feel your arms around me, to feel your lips on mine..I want nothing more. But I’m not ready…what if we start spending time together..and you realize you don’t like being around me. We can have the craziest conversations.. we have since you left. But maybe things won’t be so great in person? I’m scared.. I like you so much and it scares me. But what if I’m not the person you want?
Do not tell her you love her if you are not ready for her to call you at 3 AM freaking out. Do not tell her you love her if you cannot handle her father or mother. Do not tell her you love her if you cannot love her at her worse. Do not tell her you love her if you only crave for her curves, not her mind. Do not tell her you love her if you cannot deal with her mood swings. Do not tell her you love her just to have sex.
It is impossible to live without failing at something, unless you live so cautiously that you might as well not have lived at all - in which case, you fail by default.
If you find a girl that is willing to go through hell just to keep the relationship going, you really shouldn’t take her love for granted.
Going through hell for someone and in return being taken for granted was the most painful thing I’ve ever experienced. Never. Again.